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Guess where I am. Go ahead, guess. That's right; I'm in Florida. With Jamie. Yes, well, so much for never meeting anyone online. *chuckles lightly* It was inevitable, honestly. And I'm veryvery happy that it happened. I simply dread going back, which I will be doing in an hour or so. *heaves a long sigh* I hate not only leaving him, I hate the thoughts of that long ass drive back. I do miss LuLu and Tango and Lil' Missy (the new baby), however, so that's something to keep my mind on while I'm on the road. [Random Happening] We had been swimming in the ocean and headed back to the beach, then happened to notice a dolphin peeking in&out of the water right where we'd been. So, yes, Flipper had came to say hello, yet I'd wanted to get beat up by the waves coming onto shore, so we missed him. *sulks* In any event, I'm wasting time and could probably have waited until I was home to do this, so I'm heading off. G'day. Tags: jamie
Current Location: Florida
__My present state of mind__:  happy
__My present music__: None
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Random Have You Evers TAKE THIS SURVEY!
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Gotten a Brazillian Wax? A what? Open a Star Burst with your Tounge? I don't eat Star Bursts. Had a Spit Ball Fight? Yes. Peed in a Pool? Yes. Laughd so Hard you Cried? No. Drank Something that Came out your Nose? No. Been in the Hospital? Yes. Gotten Sun Burnt? Yes. Drove a Car? Yes. Cooked Something Without Burning it? Yes. Gotten So Drunk you Couldnt Remember WTF you Did? Yes. Been on a Boat Without Getting Sea Sick? Yes. Watch the Sun Come Up? Yes. Cut your Wrist? Yes. Lost a Sock in the Laundry? Yes. Held a Snake? Yes. Went a Week Without Takeing a Shower/Changeing your Clothes? No. Been Called a Bitch? Yes. How about a Fag? Yes. Queer? Yes. Loser? Yes. Whore? No. Slut? Male slut count? Had a Bf/Gf? Yes. Went Golfing? No. Had Jello Shots? Yes. Had a Big Crush but they didnt Like You Back? Yes. Pierced Anything? Yes. Had a Tattoo? Yes. Shaved Your Legs/Face? Yes. Knotted a Cherry Stem With your Tounge? Yes. Dressd up For Halloween? Yes. Smoked a Ciggarette? Yes. Smoked Weed? Yes. Went Over your cell minutes? No. Got Into a Arguement with a teacher? Yes. How About a Fight? Yes. Missd Someone So bad it Hurt? Yes. Missed someone so bad you couldnt Eat or Sleep? Yes. Seen a Dead Body? Yes. Sang To Yourself in the Mirror? No. Cut yourself Shaveing? Yes. Drank a RedBull? Yes. Sang karaoke? No. Spilld Something on YourSelf? Yes. Ate So much You Wanted to Throw Up? Yes. Workd Out At a Gym? Yes. Drank a PinaColada out of a CocoNut? Yes. Ate a Whole Trey of Oreos? No. Toilet Papered Someones House? Yes. How About Egged a House? Yes. Trippd Over your Shoe Laces? Yes. Made a Funny Video? No. Made a sex video? Yes. Made Fun Of Somebody and got caught? Yes. Playd a Prank On somebody on April Fools Day? Yes. Got spanked By your Parents? Yes. Stolen Your Familys Car? No. Gotten Blamed For Something you Didnt Do? Yes. Cheated on a Bf or Gf? Yes. Snuck Out of the House? Yes. CLICK HERE TO TAKE THIS SURVEY!More surveys @ MySpaceBulletins.comTags: survey
Current Location: Same
__My present state of mind__:  Same
__My present music__: Same
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Its All MeTAKE THIS SURVEY!
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1. The phone rings. What is your ring tone? A voice that says 'I am the God of Ringtones; I command you to answer your phone' 2. Did you go anywhere yesterday? No. 3. Who was the last person you shared beds with? Frank. 4. Favorite drink? Red Bull. 5. Does the person you like know that you like them? Yes. 6. Last time you talked to your mom? Too long ago. 7. Where are you right now? Home. 8. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Yes. 9. Favorite gadget in the kitchen? My bong. It's in the kitchen. 10. Favorite pie? Lemon cheesecake. 11. How is your hair? Fine, thank you. 12. Where's the last place you walked to? Wandered aimlessly. 13. Last time you had a sleepover? Er. 14. Latest you stayed up in the past week? Today. I haven't had sleep in nearly twenty.four hours. 15. What are you doing? Taking a survey. 16. Have you been in a car accident? Yes. 17. What is the last thing you said aloud? LuLu, where are you going? 18. Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list? Cindy. 19. What did the last text message you received say? 'Coming home now?' 20. Last time you went to church? Long fucking time. 21. Story behind your MySpace song? I don't have a MySpace song. 22. What's bothering you right now? The death of LuLu's baby.
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23.Wallet? Chain wallet with a skull on it. 24.Eyes? Black. 25.Life? Eh.
WHAT ARE YOU:
26.Doing this weekend to come? Working, most likely. 27.Wearing? Nothing. 28.Wanting? LuLu's baby to be alive. 29.Listening to? Nothing. 30.What do you smell? Smoke. 31.Do you sleep naked? Yes. 32.Do you like seafood? Some. 33.Do you remember your dreams? Sometimes. 34.Do you consider yourself a study freak? No. 35.Do you speak another language other than English? No. 36.What did you do last night? Worked. 37.What do you hate? I haven't got that much time. 38.Orange or apple juice? Orange. 39.Who were the last people you went out to lunch with? A friend. 40.Last thing you ate? Chicken chimichanga. CLICK HERE TO TAKE THIS SURVEY!More surveys @ MySpaceBulletins.comTags: survey
Current Location: Same
__My present state of mind__: Same
__My present music__: Same
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50 Fabulous QuestionsTAKE THIS SURVEY!
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1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say? I want a second opinion. 2. Do you trust all of your friends? No. 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? No. 4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? I tend to sway toward thinking that. 5. Can you make a dollar in change right now? Yes. 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor? Er. . . 7. Are you afraid of falling in love? No. 9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times? Yes. 10. Whats your most favorite scar? I have this little one on my right hand; don't know how I got it, yet I tend to favor it. 11. When was the last time you flew in a plane? Nine or so years ago. 12. What did the last text message you sent say? 'Soon as I pick up Red Bull' 13. What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex? It's more about the connection, rather than the features. 14. Fill in the blank. I love: Jamie. 15. What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future? I don't have any goals. I'm lame. 16. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you call? No one. Anyone who cared about me would be at my bedside. 17. How many kids do you want to have? None. 18. Would you make a good parent? No. 19. Where was your default picture taken? What default photo? 20. Whats your middle name? Michael 21. Honestly, whats on your mind right now? LuLu's baby. 22. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be? I'd kept LuLu on me all day, today. 23. Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding? No one. 24. What are you wearing right now? I'm naked. 25. Righty or Lefty? Lefty. 26. Best place to eat? Applebee's or Olive Garden 27. Favorite jeans? Eh. 28. Favorite animal? LuLu. 29. Favorite juice? Orange. 30. Have you had the chicken pox? Yes. 31. Have you had a sore throat? Yes. 32. Ever had a bar fighT? Yes. 33. Who knows you the best? Frank. 34. Shoe size? Fourteen. 35. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses? No. 36. Ever been in a fight with your pet? She beats me up all the time. 37. Been to Mexico? Yes. 38. Did you buy something today? Yes. 39. Did you get sick today? Yes. 40. Do you miss someone today? Yes. 41. Did you get in a fight with someone today? No. 42. When is the last time you had a massage? A long fucking time. 43. Last person to lay in your bed Me. 44. Last person to see you cry? Me. 45. Who made you cry? Not who. What. 46. What was the last TV show you watched? Ghost Hunters. 47. What are your plans for the weekend? The weekend's past. 48. Who do you think will repost this? I don't know. 49. Who was the last person you hung out with? Jamie. 50. If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say? We're already married. CLICK HERE TO TAKE THIS SURVEY!More surveys @ MySpaceBulletins.comTags: survey
Current Location: Home
__My present state of mind__: Not [well]
__My present music__: Silence
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- Death is like moonlight in a lofty wood,
That pours pale magic through the shadowy leaves;
’T is like the web that some old perfume weaves
In a dim, lonely room where memories brood;
Like snow-chilled wine it steals into the blood,
Spurring the pulse its coolness half reprieves;
Tenderly quickening impulses it gives,
As April winds unsheathe an opening bud.- Charles Wharton Stork I suppose because I want to hear myself think right now.The air was perfumed by his breath; warm and sweet and his hands were shifting beneath my shirt The playground's magik I can feel the air tangled in his hair trying to steal my fingers' place can't have itHis eyes shifted with the past, looked at me now, and held forever in their depths like the deepdeep sea; alive with mysteries because no man has touched bottom. . . . Eh. I suppose because I want to hear myself shut up right now.- Death is like all sweet, sense-enfolding things,
That lift us in a dream-delicious trance
Beyond the flickering good and ill of chance;
But most is Death like Music’s buoyant wings,
That bear the soul, a willing Ganymede,
Where joys on joys forevermore succeed.- CWS Tags: eh
Current Location: eh
__My present state of mind__:  eh
__My present music__: eh
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- There was a day when death to me meant tears,
And tearful takings-leave that had to be,
And awed embarkings on an unshored sea,
And sudden disarrangement of the years.
But now I know that nothing interferes
With the fixed forces when a tired man dies;
That death is only answerings and replies,
The chiming of a bell which no one hears,
The casual slanting of a half-spent sun,
The soft recessional of noise and coil,
The coveted something time nor age can spoil;
I know it is a fabric finely spun
Between the stars and dark; to seize and keep,
Such glad romances as we read in sleep.- Mahlon Leonard Fisher This is still here? Imagine that. IMVU isn't the only place on this lovely green Earth, after all, Poe. I've been talking to myself a lot, of late. Half the time, I listen and the other half, I think most of what comes from my mouth is bullshit and lamentations, so I shut my ears and pretend that I don't exist. I'm not a happy person by default. I'm not a social person by default. I'm not a nice or a friendly person by default. I don't love by default. I don't expect to be loved by default. So if I regress to my [Default State], yes well, it happens and everyone can deal with it. I'm not in a good mood. [ We couldn't tell, Poe] Nano. Nano.time. I suppose that I can see the point in it; forced writing doesn't seem like good writing, however. They're only words. Like a bad poem with no reason for existing, save for there was a pen and paper handy and there was nothing else to do.I was having a talk with Jamie and he was talking about things that he missed. I miss things, as well. If those things are there that I miss, then why don't I do them? Because I'm depressed? Because I'm sulking? Because I'm a lazy bastard? Because I don't care enough? There aren't really any good excuses. I can sit here and whine and complain about missing shit, only that's time spent on the wrong things when that time can be exerted toward doing those things that I miss. Makes me ponder if I'm actually missing something or simply thinking about something that I once did and don't care so much about now. The planet never stops moving. . .Tags: eh
Current Location: eh
__My present state of mind__: eh
__My present music__: eh
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(-)the kiss. Damn.[One] Tagged by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) shymagicalName five things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make your list, post it in your journal, then tag five new people and ask them to post it to theirs:Damnit. No one wants to go out and play (again); lazy bastards. *smirkgrin* I am assuming that these five things (that I enjoy) are also (what lowers my stress/blood pressure/anxiety level), correct? I don't believe that all the things that I enjoy do, in fact, lower my said [S/BP/A levels], however. I.e., I enjoy reading (indeed, it is at the top of the list of things that I enjoy doing); however, it does little to calm me. Eh. Writing. I enjoy and at times, I'm sure that it has lowered [S/BP/A levels]. So that would be (One). (Two) Boxing. (Three) Fuck/fighting. (Four) Working on icons and the such like ('tis calming, yes); although when I can't achieve my desired [re]sult, this same activity can cause said [S/BP/A levels] to rise. (Five) Visiting the cemetery. Tagged by _citizenerasedName six songs that you are currently digging ... it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions and then list the six artists and the songs in your LiveJournal. Then tag six other people to see what they're listening to.Easy enough, I suppose. (1)Nowhere To Go- Mushroomhead (2)Machine- Static-X (3)Fiend- Coal Chamber (4)Goodbye- Mudvayne (5)Stricken- Disturbed (6)The Wrist- Mushroomhead I tag you. Tags: meme, survey, tagged
__My present state of mind__:  [well] enough
__My present music__: The wrist- Mushroomhead
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There are times when I make updates only to have an update. This will be one of those times. Mind you, most times I don't mind [not] having updates, when I, honestly, don't feel up to the task of updating. Then there are times when I feel myself sliding into a slightly distant SoM and am, for disparity's sake, [not] alright with that. [News flash one] David is (back) to irritating me. We are normal (if that is what anyone wishes to term our relationship). *chuckle* As he [no] longer has access to his vehicle, I was the chosen (fortunate) one to take him to the cinema (Frank had honest work to do). [News flash two] As kismet would see to be fitting, I [re]ceived my (first) order of mangas, yesterday (Volume one of 'Reload' and Volumes one & two of 'Angel Sanctuary'); I took with me [to the cinema], ASV one & a penlight. *smirk* [News flash three] After we came home, David decided that he wanted a pizza. One of mine and Frank's own creation, I should say. I rarely (very, very rarely, indeed) attempt cooking when Frank's [not] home to remind me to turn off the oven. Somewhere betwixt making the dough and getting the pizza into the oven, we had all managed to find ourselves head-to-foot in flour and pizza sauce. We spent a majority of the p.m. cleaning and burning the pizza and demolishing one of our barstools (i.e. said barstool was [not] your common wooden variety, no). David told me that he didn't think he wanted his car (back); only to irritate me, I'm sure. I'm fairly certain that he is attempting esrever psychology on me. I'm (also) fairly certain that I am able to withstand any amount of his harassment that he can think to dish out. *smirk* [News flash four] Your hero is (now) taking flight. G'day, all. Tags: random
__My present state of mind__:  [well] enough to know better
__My present music__: Nowhere to go- Mushroomhead (I'm obsessed with this, yes)
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Three guesses
can't get enough
bored
[well] enough
all work makes Poe boring
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